hmm

I gather that you wish to know what I am thinking now. and what I have been doing. I miss the days when it was just simple. You and me watching a movie while eating my favorite pop corn. you said that i have changed but time do change... I fear that I'm losing myself again. Its been more than months that I saw your face. Though, I try to have faith between us since I do love you that much.

monsters and demons have been lurking inside my head.. telling that I should cut my losses and start over being single. two were trying to get my attention telling me to pick them instead of you. but i do not love them the way that I love you. still they say that I shouldn't be treated like this. no girl should feel those cold, cold nights that I often feel lately.