The fires in me...

It was a few hours ago back in the office that shook me once again upon realizing something. I felt like I was this kid who had only one balloon and it flew away, blown by a strong wind. There was somewhat a re-shuffle of people in departments. And I am one of those people who will be moved to a different department. Into a department where I am no longer a Game Master but just an ordinary web designer.

It's not that I don't mind that I'd be transferred but it really saddens me how quick the decisions were and never informed us correctly. I never had the proper chance to really be in the Community Department where I actually feel safe and feel at home.

I asked my old boss if I could be transferred to some other department and then he said that my new boss will be the one who'd conduct the approval and from the way he said it, it sounded like it's never going to happen. Sad, how I really wish to be in a department that handles the game and not just be a "shared resource" and just make loading screens, web pages and do nothing else. From what I heard, they'd be keeping tabs on every time I open the game client. *sigh*

Thinking about it, it really is starting to sound sucked. The life in me started to drain away as I would imagine myself being in another web company with no sense of humor, nor sense of fun. I'd be that kid who is sitting on a bench with bandages and looking at the kids who can play freely at the play-ground.

Ah well, I guess... it's time to grow up again.