Somebody

As I walked home a few hours ago, I was smiling for no reason. The moon was being covered by the clouds but you could still see its fullness. Maybe it was because, even within my busy schedule, I finally got to talk to my first love. Yes, my first love who I have not seen for years. Tho, it was just on Yahoo Messanger (YM). For some reason, I'm happy to know that he's doing well and there wasn't any pain of any sort in my heart. I didn't have any regrets or wishes or hopes to see any glimpse of spark. Nay... I am happy where I am. I am happy where he is...

I am happy that I am loving somebody else even if he doesn't know it or maybe he does and doesn't return the exact amount...his friendship is more than enough right now. I am enjoying my single life, for now. Someday love will take its sweet turn.

I want somebody to share // Share the rest of my life // Share my innermost thoughts // Know my intimate details // Someone who’ll stand by my side // And give me support // And in return // He’ll get my support // He will listen to me // When I want to speak // About the world we live in // And life in general // Though my views may be wrong // They may even be perverted // He’ll hear me out // And won’t easily be converted // To my way of thinking // In fact he’ll often disagree // But at the end of it all // He will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....

A friend of mine told me something as we were debating on my lovelife (hehe). His assistant has been getting the rest of them in their office to debate on the issue of "Who will you choose to marry? The one you love or the one who loves you?" and he then said that I appear to choose the one I love.

I protested on that... as I said to him... I'm a martyr...(in someway) I'd rather give my love to the one I wish for even if I don't get anything in return. But to the point of marrying someone... I don't think I'll be choosing any of the two. I want to be reasonable. I want it to be fair. As they say.. it's a testament to GOD showing your love.

The meaning of love is so obvious but to express them differently is frustrating.

I want somebody who cares // For me passionately // With every thought and // With every breath // Someone who’ll help me see things // In a different light // All the things I detest // I will almost like // I don’t want to be tied // To anyone’s strings // I’m carefully trying to steer clear of // Those things // But when I’m asleep // I want somebody // Who will put their arms around me // And kiss me tenderly // Though things like this // Make me sick // In a case like this // I’ll get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....

Happy Valentines, people.